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To schedule Katrina Little
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My TestimonyI had gone up and down in my weight my whole life, but after I had my son, Joshua, I gained up to three hundred pounds. Notice that I said after I had my son—so it wasn’t from being pregnant. I was so unhappy with myself that I ate because I was sad, lonely and in bondage. Yes, I was saved but so many things controlled my life like food, rejection, and I even hated myself ... so how could I show love to anyone else? I was hurting my family and I kept them from enjoying life to its fullest. I was sitting on my bed looking into the mirror and I said that "I hate you". I did not even |
know that person anymore. I told GOD if you do not heal me and help me lose the weight then I want to die. I knew that I had to get free from this! It was holding me back from being all that God called me to be. I could not even go to the store to get food for dinner without getting so tired. I went to this weekend women’s retreat where we had to write ourselves a letter about what we wanted GOD to do in us and through us. I asked for supernatural self control ... well, I began to see this happen in my life. GOD began setting me free inside and out. He began showing me who I was in Him, how beautiful He is. I would have a great dinner cooked and sit down with my plate in front of me and the HOLY SPIRIT would say put it away. GOD would give me the strength to be obedient. That felt so great! Soon, fear, loneliness, and rejection began leaving. I began worshipping and dancing in my living room and this is where my exercise began. GOD began restoring my marriage because the hate inside of me began to melt away and joy, peace, and love was flowing from me. When I began to eat and after I had enough, the HOLY SPIRIT would say OK that is enough. Every time that I was obedient, I was breaking the spirit of gluttony—oh what a wonderful thing. I was being made whole. No, I am not worthy, but GOD. He sent his son to pay the ultimate price. Whom the son sets free is free indeed! I asked GOD, why are you doing this in me? He said because you will help others get free. Thank you Lord JESUS! I had a lot of weight to lose and many bad habits, so to me it was years of healing, but it was not bad—it was beautiful. GOD totally remade me from inside out. He gave me supernatural self-control until the day He returns for me. When GOD does something it is the perfect way and it will last forever. He began showing me things like not drinking sodas and drinking water instead, and showing me how to forgive. I still eat the food that I like, but now it is in moderation. GOD likes us to have balance. He does not like anything to be put before him. Trust me, I know that you do not feel worthy, but that is how much He loves us. There is so much beauty in healing and it is different for everyone because we are wounded in so many different areas, but GOD heals it all. There is so much more inside of me that is coming out in my book so get ready ... GOD is ready to heal you!